Please go away

disconnected from the world tonight
with my mind blank and seemingly shut tight
emptiness...i feel all around me
seems all the more familiar
choking me from the inside,
my heart bundled up in my throat,
i could not say a word
speechless......is all that i have become
each day seems a bit longer than the previous one
i lay on my back and count the stars
twinkling in the moonlit sky

all alone
all alone

me too